Duchess' First Love

El Primer Amor de la Duquesa (Duchess’ First Love) - a bereaved zapotec necromancer inspired by my favorite flavor of Tay Tea and lyrics from Sufjan Stevens’ The Only Thing:

Should I tear my eyes out now, before I see too much?
Should I tear my arms out now? I want to feel your touch
Should I tear my heart out now? Everything I feel returns to you somehow